Several years back I caught a film on cable starring Willem Dafoe, Susan Sarandon, and Dana Delaney. I didn’t see all of it, but what I did see was nearly hypnotic in its effect on me. Over the years I hoped I might run into it again, but I didn’t know the title and didn’t think about looking for it.
Recently, though, I found the film late at night. The title is Light Sleeper. It’s a 1992 movie directed by Paul Schrader. Dafoe is fabulous as a drug dealer who has kicked his own addiction and is now looking to escape the essentially destructive life he’s led. Five stars.
What got me this time around — more than the story — was the music, particularly a number by Michael Been titled “To Feel This Way.” I had to do some digging to figure out the title of the song and the artist, but I did and ended up ordering the entire CD, On the Verge of a Nervous Breakthrough, of which it is a part. Wonderful, melancholy stuff. I just want to lay on the floor and listen to it, particularly the track that arrested me in the first place. Hits all the right mood notes, especially regret.
I also discovered (S.T. Karnick is somewhere going “No, DUH.”) that Been was the main man behind the Christian band, The Call. I purchased some of their stuff which I don’t like quite as well as the Been solo album. It’s still good. One of the cuts was apparently used by the Al Gore 2000 campaign! Also found out Bono is a fan of the band.
We’ll see if any other TRC types knew these interesting secrets before I did.